i wanna be honest all of you . i have no rage in my blood... first accept this please...
it is not so easy to explain to all of you why i wanna do it .. But i ll try a little bit
Something calling me to deep ... maybe deeper... maybe deepest point..
There is no word to expain the reason.. if any body knows who can tell to me
i remember(many times) i jumped into the sea and always tried to go deep...
This comes from my child.. i asked my mother ..she is old but still alive.. She said i do not know but you are all the time were crazy
To die:
Hıh...maybe tomorrow while walkin' on the street a tile fall down and me gonna die who know?.
To try:
i will try -30m dive flushed sinuses when water start warm(this summer) by natural way(first target) .. i will see what will be..
i did not find any documantaion says: you can get infection(?).. you can get lung squeeze(?). nothing happened when i tried -17m (not to much pressure) ..
under pressure my lung will make vacum effect.. i mean here -30m dive .. my sinuses fully filled up by sea water.. how can i dive with mouthfill ? i can't use Frenzel and mouthfill techniques .i let myself fill up all my sinuses ..and i am sure when i was 1/2 m my head filled up with water
pressure in my lung can give any damage to my ear at -30m???? i am not sure or how can i eliminate this??.. .. my sinuses and my eyes get used to contact with salty water .. vision blurry but not dull
it made me addictive.. i don't wanna use any tools.. i feel the sea.. i fell the water...10x before..
Cheers
