Henrè dear so nice to have you back. It may be hard to get used now, but you made the best decision for your life.
Look at me for instance. Now my wife and the baby went away for the week to visit my old in-laws, and I thought: great! A week for myself alone, drinking and spearfishing. But I've drinking far TOO MUCH in the evening to venture with morning dives...

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It's all about decisions if you think about it. I'm getting too old to combine drink and dive. And, between the two, guess what my decision was?

(and that's for the WHOLE week!

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