I was not spearfishing for almost a month due to work schedule and location. All I can do is wait for better times and shop online for speargun parts, knives, travel bags etc. Sometimes I also see vivid dreams, yellow sandy shores, sun lit clear water and big fishes. And I also find that I enjoy coming here, though most of the time I have nothing to say, but I enjoy reading and giving my silly opinions. Basically all signs of withdrawal. I had it last winter too, it is re-occurring and predictable.