you know, i have no huge problem with contractions, and they are sort of a relief up until around 3:30. the reason i try to ease, not be rid of them is because i often get a pain even after its over, i think im fighting them to hard, and its hurting my other muscles. i also make "mini-contractions" for myself after about 1:45, but they arent from the diaphram but rather upper chest and throat. they relieve the pressure in my chest, and the reflex to suck in air that i always feel in back of my nasal cavities. of course this is very temporary, and after 2-3 seconds, the feeling is back.
my biggest problems with apnea is the warmth and pressure in my head, feels like i got a cold or something, and also the urge to breath in my nose, it makes me really want to breath in with my nose, like theres a void or negative pressure in my nasal cavities (near the back). i notice wearing a noseplug eases this alot, so i always keep a pressure in my nose, so that urge to suck in water dies down a bit, but it interferes with equalizing when i keep too much pressure up there.
that is basicly what i want to eliminate, and if you watch people that dont do apnea try and hold their breath, around 35 seconds (like 5 seconds before they take a breath) they start shaking and clench their fists and seem to be in a violent panic. that happens to me at the 2:40 area, and its a real problem because my heart rate surges. anything i can do about it? taking my mind off it doesnt seem to work, it almost as though i was to lose all volountary motor control, and as i "fight it" i seem to be clenching even harder and stuff, its realy annoying and it seems to be a mental barrier, do you get it to? mabye i just cant focus good enough or something.
EDIT: also, i have issues wth coughing. you see, after holding it in for like 10 seconds, i feel a pressure near the back of my trachea area, then i have the urge to cough, and i usualy end up actualy coughing, and i keep coughing and the pressure in the back of my throat continues for many hours, even the whole day.
anyway, if you have any advice on what i can do about these issues, ill appreciate it
-Matt