Drove out 2 hours from my home to a Floridian spring in Jacksonville called Ginnie Spring. The place is absolutely gorgeous when it's not surrounded by 20-somethings day drinking and dicking around. I was eager to explore the cave, so I bought a cheap-o flashlight from the check-in area. I've been free diving for all of about a month now, and I quit smoking 2 months ago. My lungs aren't nearly where they need to be for diving, but I still push my limits anyway.
The "oh shit" moment happened my 5th or 6th dive in to the cave. I go down, start looking around the cave, and something just seems to pull me in. The awe of the mysterious darkness and the single dull strobe of light casting itself in to the void of the unknown cave. So I keep swimming. Deeper. And Deeper.
I snap out of it and realize it's time to turn back around, so when I do a 180 and glance in the direction of where I just came form, my heart drops. I'm too far back. I don't think I can make it out of here.
This brief panic episode lasted all of about a second of a half, and then a sweeping calm filled my head. I started to slowly kick and smoothly glide my way towards the entrance of the cave. It felt so peaceful. Like I was in a Zen forcefield. I surfaced and immediately felt a sigh of relief. It was one of he most terrifying, calming, exhilarating feelings I've ever had.
I was filming the whole thing, so you can check out the video here (skip to 1:23 to see the dive I was referencing):
The "oh shit" moment happened my 5th or 6th dive in to the cave. I go down, start looking around the cave, and something just seems to pull me in. The awe of the mysterious darkness and the single dull strobe of light casting itself in to the void of the unknown cave. So I keep swimming. Deeper. And Deeper.
I snap out of it and realize it's time to turn back around, so when I do a 180 and glance in the direction of where I just came form, my heart drops. I'm too far back. I don't think I can make it out of here.
This brief panic episode lasted all of about a second of a half, and then a sweeping calm filled my head. I started to slowly kick and smoothly glide my way towards the entrance of the cave. It felt so peaceful. Like I was in a Zen forcefield. I surfaced and immediately felt a sigh of relief. It was one of he most terrifying, calming, exhilarating feelings I've ever had.
I was filming the whole thing, so you can check out the video here (skip to 1:23 to see the dive I was referencing):