Originally posted by misterlizard
My point is that I wonder why I can't push my breath-hold far enough to samba. Is it just that I don't know how to control my contractions properly? I wonder if I am actually able to hold my breath for longer than I am currently doing but that I don't control my urge to breath properly. Of course I don't actually want to blackout but I wonder why it hasn't ever happened. And of course I never push myself too far when in the water - all of this is on dry land on my nice comfy futon!
Well, I have the exact same problem, but I see it as a bless. My body tells me when the fun is over, and so I listen to it. That it have never happened to you, even in dry conditions, just means that you have a natural system that takes care of you.
I can tell you about the one time I have suffered a samba. It was in competition, the weather suddenly turned bad, I hadn't drunk enough, half the boat was seasick, some cancelled on their dives. I should have done the same, especially since I threw up in the water a few minutes before my dive! All of this should have told me to listen to my body and give up on the day, but no, for some reason I thought the macho crap 'if it goes, it goes'.
Now, when I'm on my way up with the tag I know it's going to go wrong. The weird thing is I'm not really scared because I trust the safety arrangement, so somehow I take the time to 'study' the phenomenon everyone is talking so much about, samba, blackout, all of the stuff I have never tried because I can't help listening to my body when I dive, a safety system I now have to overrule because I'm in the middle of a dive that I should never have started in the first place.
When I suddenly feel myself loosing control of my breath and little spurts of air comes out, I get a sort of 'cold feeling of death' somewhere in my mind. I get the thought: "This is it? This is what all the blabla is about? This is disgusting. I got the grim reaper licking my back here, I don't want this. How can anyone put themselves through this deliberately just for the sake of training? I'm drowning here, for f... sake! Nobody needs to dive like this."
I'm still five meters from the surface here. From then on and to just below the surface, I have absolutely no images. Then when I brake the surface I remember being wide awake all the time and breathing a couple of times, I remember wavering out to the side holding the rope, before the safety freediver graps me and keeps my head clear of the water.
I really, really, really can't recommend the samba/blackout stuff under any circumstances. Just dive the natural way you've always done, and don't think it's mistake that you can't push yourself beyond the signals of your body (treasure it , for Pete's sake). If something happens to you or a buddy by accident, then take measures beforehand to provide adequate safety. It's gotta be fun to freedive.
Chris Engelbrecht, Copenhagen