Call it a "day" dream
while i was racing today, i let my mind drift over to diving...(pardon the pun) i would call it a day dream because my mind was to far from where it should have been, every rock i saw on the trail i thought was a coral head, i imagined that the other riders big fish and dolphins that i was passing (he he he, well some of the riders passed me to)
anyway, i imagined that every climb was an ascent from the deep, and every downhill a ride to the bottom of the ocean (curtosy of gravity and negative boyancy)
i 'dreamed' that i was in florida, along a reef, on one really awsome dive i saw a dolphin that just seemed to follow me, and then at the bottom i was just right and saw the light shinning from above through all the water, a shark swam by the light reflecting off of a small fish following it, the water felt so comfortable, i was in a good place, i was looking at the vastness of the wall that towered over me, then i realized that i had a long way up, this dolphin followed me all the way to the surface
then (sadly) my mind decided to remember that this was canada cup and i need a good result, it also reminded me that my legs were on fire
anyway, i had fun thinking of diving during the hardest of times,
motivation such an aggrevation, accussations, dont know how to take them -sum 41
ps, just a good verse, doesnt mean i agree with it :hmm